Blog de Call-Me-The-Revenge

I found the answer to all my questions
I wasn't made to be happy in this world
The only thing I ever needed to live
Disappear every time that I can feel it

How can I think that I can mean something
I'll never be something to somebody else
It's now the time to close this silly door
I can't continue in this state of mind

There's blood on my fists
There's ink in my heart
I'll never go through that
I'll never get out alive

True love is dead in this wicked place
Take me back in time when it was simple
I can't bear anymore to face this truth
Another night ends and dreams will bury me

Feelings have failed me and let me cold
All alone, there's no one by my side
Do you know how it feels to be scarred
Lying there frozen with my eyes wide open

There's blood on my fists
There's ink in my heart
I'll never go through that
I'll never get out alive

I feel the breeze
Cold and sweet
Calming me down
I look around
And try to find
Somewhere to hide

I want the blood, I need the feel of the blade
No more human, A spirit lost in the shades
I hate this fate, Forever bound in this cell
Forgotten smile, Happiness, farewell

I love you
But I'm not as good as you
I'm nothing
But a face between millions
And you smile
To the other ones all around
And I cry
My silly wishes are destroyed

Scars on my face, I want to know the Death
Life is so cruel, And now it's the terminal breath
Cursed by this God, And born without a reason
I believed in you, Now I feel so broken

I love you
But I'm not as good as you
I'm nothing
But a face between millions
And you smile
To the other ones all around
And I cry
My silly wishes are destroyed

I want to end this, This thought so hard in me
And now I realize, The last thing that remains
Pain and suffering, Will you take my fucking hands
No let me down, Once again I'll hit the ground

My eyes are wet
My heart is set
Forever there
Nothing to share
I don't deserve this pain
I don't deserve your arms

I love you
But I'm not as good as you
I'm nothing
But a face between millions
And you smile
To the other ones all around
And I cry
My silly wishes are destroyed

I love you
I'm nothing
And you smile
And I cry

Lost here in the fog
Breathing so hardly
Through the acrid smoke
A silhouette before me

Of you in the dark
Whispering words to me
And lighting my spark
I wish you'll free me
(I need you to be me)

Between yes and no
Look at me now
A soulless hollow
Between maybe and never
I look to you now
So sweet in the blur

Walking in the wasteland
I hope to be me again
Searching for your hand
To lead me to the light

Will you help me
To heal my open scars
Come beside me slowly
I wanna feel you in my arms
(But I'm so scared I'm)

Between yes and no
Look at me now
I love you so
Between maybe and never
I look at you now
So sweet in the blur

Cursed in this wicked marsh, all alone
When I see you I feel, you're the one
Who would deliver me, from this chains
Sharing the love which, burns up my heart

Between yes and no
Answer me now
I need you so
Between maybe and never
Answer me now
Beautiful like ever

The sickness so blinding
Like reality, vanishing
A new world is coming
Thanks to this medicine

I need it to survive
Since I fell in the trap
The fantasy behind the black
I'm ready for the great dive

I close my eyes
and I fly to the sky
Like a firefly
Obsessed by the light

I turn around
And I turn around
Then I crash on the ground
Til the next round

One more time, this presence
Breathing out and breathing in
Conforts me like the angel's kiss
While my mind is floating

Still dazed and confused
In the crowd hearing the mews
Of this drug I want to use
Of your smile I need to abuse

I close my eyes
and I fly to the sky
Like a firefly
Obsessed by your light

I turn around
And you turn around
Then I crash on the ground
Til the next round

In those wild dreams
Where nonsense covers the frame
Childhood's monsters meets the shades

Of the real life a sole part
Keeping my head under the water
Helping me to fall much deeper

(You're the)
Scars of my mind
A ghost with nowhere else to hide
(Time to)
The funeral
Under the rain dressed in black
(I'm now)
Condamned to abide
A poor soul in a spirit trap
(Time to)
The funeral
The proper key to escape this crap

Why is that like this?
When madness takes my hand in a cry
Sadness and hatred destroy this try

Even when I'm in the dark
This memory won't let me leave
And the fight will continue to be

(You're the)
Scars of my mind
A ghost with nowhere else to hide
(Time to)
The funeral
Under the rain dressed in black
(I'm now)
Condamned to abide
A poor soul in a spirit trap
(Time to)
The funeral
The proper key to escape this crap

No one will free me
The road I joined to get away from her
Always leads to a path of anger